When I was five I liked a 'boy' I really don't know why I like him. He treated me bad. called me names, stuck my in a hole, and put ,y plastic ring in the dirt. He was a mean little boy but I had hope for him, that someday he would be the man for me. He would love me and treat me well.
Years past and he was about 14 and i was 13. He didn't change he still called me names and abused me emotionally. I went to a shrink. She told me to move on and find someone new.. So I did! He sucked worst. He was the kind of guy that played fake to your parents then hit you when they wern't looking.
So many guys have been mean to me. That's just to I have listed. Don't get me wrong one of those boys became a man and changed.. The other one not so much. What I am trying to say is there are good guys out there and maybe you don't have to look anymore, maybe they will find you.
AJP- This is a good man for me. I know that even if I am a heartless bitch he will always be there for me. ;/ I think sometimes the reason why I treat him bad is because I don't know how he could love me so much! I thought he might be the same as the others, but hes not! AJP- Makes me smile and want to be better. he has never hit me or called me bad names or take my stuff and throw it in the dirt. I think he values me and what we can both share together.
Love your man that you have... the 'good' one.
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