Black Friday

Black Friday rocks! I worked a long shift and got free food. My boss is nice. She good food for all the employees who worked today! There was lots to choose from sandwiches, cookies, chips, and soda.

It was cool cause, I forgot my lunch at home and thought I'd die without food. Everyone was complaining at how long and hectic the day was going. I loved it! It went my fast. I had nice people come and help me bag and find toys that I needed.

Anyways to end it short. I like working on black Friday!!!

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Sex... yes I am writing about sex... some have many different opinions on it.
Why do people have sex?

• to reproduce
• to make love
• to fool around
• to have to get married
• religious purposes

My parents are Christians and they say you must wait until marriage to have sex. they believe that it is wrong, a sin. I really don't know what i think about this.

Some people are forced into sex... is that a sin?

What is a real man?

There is no such thing to describe what a real man is in words, only what a person thinks or assumes a real man is.

My family had a Turkey dinner last night. My uncle decided to be rude and started to diss "my man" He said that I need to find a real man.

I asked him what he thought a real man was. I interrupted him when he started to speak. I told him "you must think a man lives in a cave and draws pics on the walls... or you must think he gets down and dirty" I told him a real man to me is smart and uses he knowledge to make money. ''

I don't care if a man is a nerd and likes computers. He is still "man" He is smart and usually kind.

When!

In life we can all make our own decisions and we can take chances!

BUT WHEN?

Tonight I realized that I am holding on to one thing, but want another. I have always wanted that other thing just never took a chance. I thought maybe if I take that chance I would loose and not gain anything from it.

I noticed that I should take a chance! I am young and have the world in front of me. tomorrow I am going to wake up and go get my chance! and if it fails.. maybe another great thing with come along:D

Christmas

Christmas is another stressful holiday that comes once a year. Don't get me wrong, I love getting together with my immediate family on Christmas day!

What I like about just my family on Christmas morning is that we all sit around the tree and open gifts one by one. We also, eat a big breakfast. You can tell that everyone is happy! they all got smiles on their faces and just want to give hugs! The only thing I don't like about Christmas is that Christmas eve is right before it;/

On Christmas eve we have always gone up to my grandmothers to open up gifts. I hate it there! none is happy or grateful for what they receive. Someone always yells at someone "I hate this what the heck" On a plus side, the food is good.

This year I decided not to go to my grandmother's for Christmas. I don't care if I don't get gifts or if they think I am a bad person. I am juts going to go to church and sit at home while watching a Christmas movie. I'd rather just have a happy Christmas this year :D

My advice to you is don't feel obligated to go to something you don't want to go to. Be happy and share your memories with the ones who love you most and make you happy!

When does love turn into abuse?

So! I know this couple, one of them is related to me. ;/ Sometimes I fear for his life.

When he brought her home I knew her quite well. She was in my science class. We are the same age. It was weird cause around school she was known as a slut. I didn't want to believe this cause she seemed so nice to me.

It all became true to me when he brought her home to meet our family. She was wearing a short white tank-top and tight black pants. It was weird cause she called my mom "mom" that's rude and she just met my mom. I knew there was something weird about her.

So time went on and she got more moody, strange, and aggressive towards "him" She played all nice though when she was around my family. "he" would come home with bruises on his arms and face. He said it was a stick that hit him in the woods. I knew this was a lie. She was bad news. I wanted to get rid of her!! he would always call her names and that he hated her!

When does love become just abuse? Why do we hold on?

he and him is my brother! He has changed. He drinks and smokes a lot more then he use to. he is depressed. ;/ He needs to find true love somewhere else.

Sometimes.....

Sometimes I wish I was someone else. I wish I could be rich and seem perfect. Somethings I would want

• A big house
• A lot of sexy cars
• All the fun toys- dirt bikes, boats...ect.
• The perfect boy toy
• The perfect daddy who buys me everything

I thought a little bit more about this LIFE. I'd hate it. I like how my life is now.

I thought even more about how I wish I could make everyone happy and how I wish we weren't the way we are today. ;/

I think everyone thinks about something they would change in or about their lives.

You are what wear

YOU ARE WHAT YOU WEAR.... Not true

Today, I went into my job for a little bit of training. I walked up to the front desk and said I was ready to learn. A noob like me came up behind me. She was wearing a Fox Riders CO jacket. it was cute.

I asked her if she road dirt bikes/ She said no! I asked her why she wore FOX and she replied, Cause it's in. As I was ready to go in the back room for some "fun" training I thought to my self "cause it's in" over and over in my head.

I wear fox cause I ride dirt bikes.. I kinda think that only people who surf or ride should wear it! not girls who wear it cause it's hot or the in thing. It was weird cause she asked me the same question as we entered the back room "do you ride Dirt bike?" I responded with yeah! not just because it's the "In thing"

You are not what you wear, but people like me do look at the brand FOX automatically think you ride or surf.

In high school I always saw girls that wore fox. it really pissed me off that they thought I was just another girl wearing that cool brand. I guess I thought the same bout that NOOB at my job ;/ It's weird how that works.

likes and dislikes

Everyone is different when it comes to what they prefer rather it be fave soda, food, color, or even in human qualities.

Here I somethings I prefer

• Hot to Cold-Hot
• Light to Dark-light
• Black to White-black
• Pepsi to Coke-Pepsi
• Tall to Short- tall
• Blond to Brown-blond
• Thin to Bigger- thin
• Orange to Green-orange

These are just somethings I prefer over another. It's ok to have your own preferences. :D

Party!

So... I went to my first real party the other day. It was fun. I am not normally the kind of girl to go out and drink. First of all, I got to hang out with my brothers..and one of his girlfriends. I find it kind of ironic is that right before we went to the party I saw a drunk-driving crash on the side of the road. One of the cars was totally smashed..guaranteed someone probably died. My brother's girlfriend said 'oh, we should all pray' and I kinda laughed at her.

As we got to the party I noticed that I knew some people and others not so much. I made my way into the back corner by the beer keg. No I did not drink the beer at first, I just had a sip off of some dude's drink......we later went upstairs where there was a pong table.

NOW--I'm a very curious girl when it comes to learning new things so I wanted to learn to play. I wondered if they laughed at me because I suck at sports--but then I realized that this is not a sport. Some nice guy offered to teach me, and be my partner--he said he also sucked at 'sports.' As the game rolled on I realized that I was the only one getting the pong in the cups...my brother got REALLY mad, but congratulated me for winning. After the game I tried to go downstairs, and they were like--'what the F** where are you going?...the winner has to keep playing!'

I knew that my body couldn't take any more. So I made a new rule--and handed it off to some dude who really wanted to play.

Anyways....by the end of the night I remember going home not feeling pain at all...it was like I was numb. Alcohol does weird things to people...in the morning I woke up feeling like crap and I noticed my muscle was torn--the reason why this was, was because I kinda beat up my brother last night. My lesson to all you youngin's is if you go to a party, don't get drunk!

laughter

laughter is a good thing. When someone is sad it can help to crack a joke or just laugh it up to make the person who is sad happy! It's is said that laughter is a natural healer and can give you longer life. who knows if this is true.. but it's a nice thought.

When I am really depressed and a friend or loved one comes over to see me, I really like when they try to cheer me up. No matter how sad I am they can always make a smile on my face... By laughter!

I have one guy friend who likes to pick on me in a nice way. He always cracks a joke about me. I am glad that he doesn't make fun of me in a mean way.

Anyways this is a random blog lol... My advice is when your sad, find a friend to laugh with or try to make yourself laugh. It helps.

Interviews for jobs

Today I went for a seasonal job interview. It was a group interview. I never been to a group interview before.

When I walked into the room there were four other women who wanted this job. I was scared at first because I thought maybe they'd have a better chance at getting this job than me. I thought wrong. The boss loved me.

I think I know why I got the job! Most the girls wore jeans and sneakers. HELLO you don't go to an interview in jeans and sneakers it's unprofessional. Also, they all had smoker voices like they just got done smoking 20 packs before entering. When asked questions why they wanted to work here or why they'd be good for the job they all said exactly what the person next to them said. None of them smiled. One chicks cell phone went off. It must have helped that I have about three years experience in the field. I smiled and let known of my creativity.

When you go to an interview things you should and shouldn't do.

• Don't wear jeans or sneakers
• Smile a lot
• Make good eye contact
• Don't smell bad
• Give creative answers and ideas
• Listen
• Don't complain
• Don't show your nervous

Good luck!

freedom of speech

What is freedom of speech you may ask?

Is the freedom to speak without censorship/and or limitation.

• In the united states
• on myspace
• on facebook

This is some ways we can have freedom of speech just to name a few. Facebook-We are aloud to leave comments on people's staus. Myspace we can comment on pics. In the U.S we are aloud to vote and say what ever the hell we want to say.

Just on facebook today I commented on abortion. I personally would not give my baby up in that way. Some people want a baby... "adoption" I said something like this and a women told me I was rude and shouldn't place my opinion on this.... Here I go again it's called FREEDOM OF SPEECH. I am aloud to say what ever I feel like. If someone gets hurt or offended delete me as a friend or don't talk to me.

My advice is Talk, express your freedom of speech. Don't let anyone say you can't.

fighting

fighting.... it happens a lot. It happens between friends, family, children, and strangers. Anybody! Can't we all just get along? the answer to this is no. All people have different ideas and opinions on what is right and what is wrong.
Today I got in a fight with my mom. I love my mom but she pissed me off. I won't go into detail but she cut me deep with her hurtful words. Some people don't know how bad words can hurt. I think that everyone should respect others opinions and thoughts. It's good sometimes just to get space... leave the bad time.

My advice is try to avoid fights. They suck and they can hurt

imaginary friends

So when you are younger and your all alone Playing in your room! you tend to talk to yourself or pretend to have a fake friend there. sometimes you give this friend a name. In a lot of ways this "friend" is a lot like you.

when you get older this "friend" goes away and you make real friends. You no longer talk to yourself. Having an imaginary friend is ok ,when you are young. When you get older and you think that that "friend" is apart of you it's not excepted in today's world. I have a friend who thinks they want to become their imaginary friend. They want to move away and die their hair.

I think that people should be happy with themselves and not care how others view you.
my friend tells me that his "friend" is still with hi and talks to him/ listens when no one else will ;/ I feel bad for him.

high school

All high school are different... Some are chill and some just suck. Mine was alittle bit of both.
Pros

• All my friends are there
• Teachers seemed to like me
• I did my best- Got most good grades
• My Bf got to be in classes with me

These are just some pros.

Cons

• I got picked on
• The cheerleader slutty girls looked like they were amazing
• I tryed but sometimes it wasn't good enough
• My friends had all different classes
• DRAMA

These are just some cons in my high school life.

my advice to you if your in high school try harder! Pick good friends! Stay away from drugs lol.