On days like today, I have to stop and wounder.. Why the fuck am I here?
Today went well for the most part. The morning was good, so was work but I had a loved one say something that really effected me.
I hate that I am so sensitive and always have to get my feeling out there. yes it does fall back on me. I like to have people notice me and and listen to my thoughts. I do not like being the center of attention. I don't like when people joke.
I've always had people say " It's just a joke" "your no fun" "now your depressed" ;/ WTF I wish I was made different! I think to much and get sad why to much.
Why the fuck am I here? I hate myself most days.. seems others do to.
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