Beautiful

Today I went to a bridal show. My sister insisted I'd go. When I walked in I felt out of place. there were tons of beautiful looking women. They had tight clothes and their hair and makeup looked amazing.

When I go to places were women have perfect size boobs, a big white smile, and they are tall. I feel like I am a twelve year old in a group of wannabe models. I hate when I get all "I'm ugly in a crowd of doves" I don't know why I have to be the perfect image!

It seems like the media puts out that you have to look like Jessica Simpson, Brittney spears, or Jessica Alba. I am skinny I'll give myself that, but I am only 5 feet tall and only have a B cup bra. I like my eyes and I like my hair. I really don't like that sometimes I brake out in acne and my skin gets dry.

it's weird cause everyone says I'm cute, but I know I'm just cute. I am not perfect and I am a sexy model.

I am to hard on myself.