I was cut deep

When I was young I never cared about what anyone thought of me but what I thought.
I have been hurt a lot. When I was younger and Now.I am vary sensitive and words cut me deep.

Last night was one of the worst nights ever. I got in a fight with my mom then I felt attacked by a loved one. I thought I was an ok person until my loved one told me "your values in life" ;/ I do not value just money, yes I like it, you need it but I love other things. I always put others first before me. I always buy/think of others besides me.

I thought I could give one of my loved ones everything. If you were reading this I was wrong.I thought I could share how nice I am to you. How much I have done for you. I feel shit on by you. Your words cut me deep. If you think my values in life are selfish! you do not know me.

Today, I hung out with some friends. I asked them what they thought I valued they said I am a kind person who values the happiness of others before my own. does that sound like a selfish person? I am sad, hurt, and disappointed. Maybe some of you know this feeling.

This is my blog and I should feel free to express any of my feelings without trying to hurt others.