W0w

I have not wrote on my blog in a long time. I have just had so much on my mind that I could not organize it out.

• My family
• My love life
• Work
• School
• Money.. Sucks
• Friends
• Past
• Present
• Future

That kind of crazy stuff a young adult should not always have on her mind.

One thing that I read yesterday on FB was the guy I use to like is know single. I hate this dude know. I use to love him with all my heart. I'd do anything for him. He's just shit on me and tool with my heart.

I know that my heart turns towards him all the time. I know that I give to many chances and get beat for it in the end. I need the strength to not get pulled into this heart brake again.

Lord give me strength. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.

I know I can not change my past, but I can change how people hurt me. It is me who lets people hurt me. I let them. I am the reason for my own pain. Not anymore :D