why?

Hey there. I know I haven't wrote in a long time. Reasons for this
*work
*new man
*to much going on

I am so upset lately! People who are close to me keep pushing my feelings aside. I told my mom how I was being mistreated. She said "I don't want to hear about it" wtf! theres people at church and one of my family members who tell her their stories all the time. Not once has she said "i don't want to hear about it" Even though those people make her depressed and she wants to feel needed. I need her and she isn't there for me. I think that this is messed up.

When something is wrong I have to go to my bf or best friend for help and vent. I should be able to talk to my close family to. :/ I am so upset. I caught myself starting to tear up and I'm starting to feel ignored and unwanted. My feelings always get pushed aside.. But why?

This blog is a good way to vent. I think I am going to start posting in here again.